Anonymous asked: How old are you?
To all my new followers on this blog...
I no longer use this blog anymore! Please contact me if you would like my new URL :) x
toes142 asked: Why are you not allowed cigarettes in the hospital? And im guessing even if you were they wouldnt let you because of your mum...?
Inpatient - Day 1.
So in a nutshell, today has been fucking horrible. This was a post i did earlier for my new blog… [[MORE]]First of all, didn’t sleep at all last night so i was in a bright and peachy mood when i came to the hospital this morning. Then I go to the admissions ward by myself and realise i left my phone in the car, then get lost in the hospital for 20 minutes and have a panic attack. When i...
Far too emotional about this right now. I wasn’t scared before but now suddenly i am. I dont know about what. But the fear swirling in the pit of my stomach, I really dont want to go. :’(
Fuck, im dumb.
so basically i didn’t realise on tumblr you can’t delete your ‘primary’ blog which of course is this one.. and the other one i made is really difficult to post to if i still have this one. So if you guys still want to follow my new blog, your going to have to re-add it because i have to make an entirely new account for it. IM SORRY! I’m screwing you guys around so...
Reblog if you do or have actually cried because of...
Also before i delete this blog and lose all my...
I want a penpal! Preferably someone in the US or UK who can send me luna bars or clif bars, and i can send you back.. idk, tim tams or.. wine? haha, i dont really know what is considered ‘good’ in Australia. So if you want to be penpals please tell me :)
IP in 2 days.
I don’t want to do this anymore, its going to be so lonely. :( Also last reminder for my new blog, like this if you want the url.
heythererocketship: In one sitting, I can eat more than what most people eat in a day.
I’m not going to be able to smoke in hospital, or eat any of my own food, or distract myself during meal times, THERE WILL BE SO MUCH ANXIETYYYYY
Inpatient in 4 days...
Only for two weeks. I know i should be dreading it but i’m actually not. I can’t deal with life at the moment - can’t deal with the stress of it, the work, the people, the constant anxiety and fear in public. I just want to hide, and i have the opportunity to do that in the hospital. Sure its probably going to be pretty horrible being forced to eat, but at the moment i think...
Cake or collar bones dry thinning hair?? Pizza or a thigh gap dry peeling skin?? Ice cream or hip bones dull eyes?? Food or a nice body death?? Think before you eat encourage others to throw their lives away by posting your pro-ana shit all over the internet where vulnerable naive teenagers can read and imitate your illness that you don’t even possess.
fffcuk: being popular on tumblr is like sitting at the cool table in the cafeteria of a mental hospital
[[MORE]] so much anxiety right now, i just want to sleep but the tears won’t let me.
Starting a new blog...
Too many people know about this one and im not comfortable with it now. If you want my new blog just like this post and i’ll send you the link. Thanks guys x