Why are you not allowed cigarettes in the hospital? And im guessing even if you were they wouldnt let you because of your mum...?
Flinders is a strictly no smoking hospital. Theres a smoking zone outside of the hospital, but the ward im in doesnt let you leave at all, we get checked on every hour - even throughout the night. Yeah well mum knows now so it wouldnt really matter. They offered to get me nicotine patches haha
so basically i didn’t realise on tumblr you can’t delete your ‘primary’ blog which of course is this one.. and the other one i made is really difficult to post to if i still have this one. So if you guys still want to follow my new blog, your going to have to re-add it because i have to make an entirely new account for it.
IM SORRY! I’m screwing you guys around so much and i feel bad!
But yes this blog will be deleted in a few days so if you do want to continue to follow me please re-add the name of the blog i sent you in a couple of hours. And if you want the new url just let me know.
Also before i delete this blog and lose all my followers..
I want a penpal! Preferably someone in the US or UK who can send me luna bars or clif bars, and i can send you back.. idk, tim tams or.. wine? haha, i dont really know what is considered ‘good’ in Australia.
Only for two weeks. I know i should be dreading it but i’m actually not.
I can’t deal with life at the moment - can’t deal with the stress of it, the work, the people, the constant anxiety and fear in public. I just want to hide, and i have the opportunity to do that in the hospital.
Sure its probably going to be pretty horrible being forced to eat, but at the moment i think id prefer that then spending hours obsessing over planning meals and then hating myself for eating anyway..
I don’t actually think its going to change anything for me.. but i guess we’ll see.
Also reposting for time zones - going to be deleting this blog and switching to a new one, message me if you want the url :)
Pizza or a thigh gapdry peeling skin?? Ice cream or hip bonesdull eyes?? Food or a nice bodydeath??
Think before you eatencourage others to throw their lives away by posting your pro-ana shit all over the internet where vulnerable naive teenagers can read and imitate your illness that you don’t even possess.